It’s been a while since I wrote here. I’ve been pretty busy elsewhere for the past nearly two years. (Yikes!)
I completed the major exhibits project at work last May (2013) that I had been working on for nearly two years.
I completed my MA of History degree in May also.
And I finally got my ass in gear two days before turning 40 and joined Weight Watchers for accountability and support. Since October 8, 2013 I have lost 48.6 lbs. Tomorrow, I hope to log an additional 1.4 gone and make it an even 50 lbs. I’m not even half-way to my ultimate goal, but I’m proud of how far I have come. This is a pivotal point in my progress–in the past this is where I have fallen off track and started gaining it all back. I’m averaging around 2.7 lbs per week right now and if I can maintain that average that will put me over 110 lbs gone and at my wedding weight by the time we head to my husband’s 20 year class reunion this summer. And it would put me at about 138 lbs gone by the time my sister-in-law’s wedding rolls around in early October–and I will be at my lightest weight in my entire adult life–firmly in Onederland. But even if I don’t maintain those numbers, it’s okay. I fully expect to keep up the average of around 10 lbs per month and that is still significant progress.
Right now, I’m exercising a minimum of 2-3 times a week but aiming for 4-5 times each week. This month, I started taking Karate with my three kids. I’m loving that experience. It’s something I have always wanted to try and I’ve always thought I was too fat to try it. I’m not letting that stop me now. There are things I can’t do right now, but there is plenty I can do and I’m loving my instructor’s encouragement and occasional surprise when I successfully catch on to something quicker than he anticipated.
I finally feel focused and I’m proud of the steady progress I am making towards my health and weight-loss goals.
I’ve been asked, what will make this time any different then all the other times that I have yo-yo-ed when I hit times of stress. This time, I have cleared my schedule of any outside commitments besides work and my family, unless it is something that will get me closer to my goals (ie. Karate). No more PTA. No other volunteer commitments. It’s time I take care of myself, because if I don’t, no one else will.